Note from when she was in Miami

You never want to stay out late with me

Feels like I am being cheated on , some guys that you are following that you had to tell that you’re not going to their home with them

Can you imagine if I did this?

You said things like I don’t want you to enjoy yourself or be yourself, and that scares me because it feels like you’re trying to push away and my attempts to keep you safe come across as me being possessive

It’s absurd that I have to pretend to be chill so that you won’t self sabotage